The cyst in my neck is a metastatsis of a squamous cell carcinoma. The original site has not yet been determined, but it's likely to be nearby -- most likely in the throat. The biopsy showed the presence of P16 proteins, which indicate that the cause is most likely HPV (human papillomavirus), and mean that the prognosis is relatively good.After a vague sore throat, earache, and headache for the last six months or so (or maybe a year or two), I found a lump in my neck, called my ENT, and had an untrasound (congratulations, it's a cyst on your lymph node), then an FNA (fine-needle aspiration, aka a biopsy). You know the rest.
The next steps are to positively identify the primary site (via PET and MRI scans), then treat it, probably with chemotherapy and radiation.
Contemplating mortality is more fun when you're not facing it. My son Jack just turned 8, and goddamnit I don't want to leave him without a father. I may be a cranky individual* at times, but I know how much he loves me, and how much he needs me. And I love him so. much.
I've been contemplating Judy's mortality for the past ten years, sometimes more seriously than others and I've seen her fight through many trials & tribulations. She'll probably outlive me in the end. Stay positive, always push harder than the doctor's want you to, and in a few month's you'll be contemplating your immortality again. Love you.
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ReplyDeleteBe like iron, for ALL of us, big guy, but bathe in the sea of Love that's headed your way! Strength in numbers, dear friend.
ReplyDeleteYuck. Prayers for strength and the best oncology team ever heading your way.
ReplyDeleteAs Andy and I walked around Spring Lake this morning I held a single thought in my mind: Jack is going to enjoy his strong and healthy father for many, many years to come. And I'm going to keep holding that thought for you until the physical evidence irrefutably supports it. Much love to all three of you!!!!
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